"Life isn't about surviving the storm...it is about learning to dance in the rain." anonymous
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
So, my first period has come and I am a little mixed about this. I shouldn't even be having my period! But at least I know I am working properly. So, that gives me some peace. My new doctor (wonderful man) said to give it 2 cycles before trying again, so we will see. We are still waiting on the clotting factors to come back from all the labwork he drew. He was awesome...so different than the horror I experienced at my post delivery visit with the doctors I used during this pregnancy. I saw a rainbow over a mountain this past weekend and took a picture. God is really good! I will try to post the picture later.
I copied this from a BBC post. I think it so beautiful...
Don't let them say I never lived, Though something stopped my heart, I felt the tenderness you gave, I loved you from the start. Although my body you can't hold, It doesn't mean I'm gone, This world was worthy, not of me, God chose that I move on. I know the pain that drowns your soul, What you are forced to face, You have my word, I'll fill your arms, Someday we will embrace. You'll hear that it was "meant to be God doesn't make mistakes" but that won't soften your worst blow, Or make your heart not ache. I'm watching over all you do, Another child you will bear, Believe me when I say to you, That I am always there. There'll come a time I promise you, When you will hold my hand,Stroke my face and kiss my lips, And then you'll understand. Although I never breathed your air,or gazed into your eyes, that doesn't mean I never "was," An angel never dies. So next time you need to make a wish, You won't have to look so far, I'll always be shining down on you, I am your little star.